Saturday, January 21, 2012

Without you

Without you- David guetta, glee version.

i prefer their version. :) give it a listen.


I can't win, I can't reign
I will never win this game, without you, without you
I am lost, I am vain
I will never be the same, without you, without you
I won't run , I won't fly
I will never make it by, without you, without you
I can't rest, I can't find
All I need is you and I, without you, without you
Oh, oh, oh you, you, you
Without you
Oh, oh, oh you, you , you
Without you
Can't erase, so I'll take blame
But I can't except that we're estranged, without you, without you
I can't quit now, this can't be right
I can't take one more sleepless night, without you, without you
I won't soar, I won't climb
If you're not here I'm paralysed, without you, without you
I can't look, I'm so blind
I lost my heart, I lost my mind, without you, without you
You, you, you
Without you
You, you , you
Without you
I am lost, I am vain
I will never be the same, without you, without you
Without you



I wanna share something close to my heart. I always felt that we should do certain things for friends in turn we can always expect the same thing from them.  I contradict myself i guess;  Today i had a talk with aileen she feels that i deprive my friends of doing things for me, like seeing me at the airport etc. I don't deny i feel that it is unfair of me to do so, but i am so sorry guys. You guys always known me, i appreciate the thought and to me nothing matters more than the thought... i want something to be worth the while doing... and i don't like the idea of wasting time/money or effort though you may feel like it is all worth it for me.. but i don't feel the same; i don't know why, but i know i feel so bad when you guys do so much for me cause i just feel as if i don't deserve it. I do love everything you have done for me, just.


Family always come first for me, but i love my friends with all my heart, especially for a certain few. you know who you are:) but i have my values and the decisions i make may not make sense to you, but i hope you'll respect them because they are what make me feel comfortable and who i am. I don't want to make fair decisions in cases regarding my personal life. i want to make decisions that makes me feel comfortable and able to live with.

I will make decisions that i feel is right for me and i will stop doing things that i feel i should do. We all make mistakes, but if people choose to hold on tight and make assumptions about me thats fine. Thats you.
If you cannot see what i have become or you can't move on from the past or whatever then, you definitely don't get to see me in your life. If you cared about me, you'd ask me personally.. don't go through these social networks it is such a waste of time. ASK ME when i am online... haha GET A DAMN WHATS APP. or just wait till i get back to singapore:) hahah!


Congrats you just got to know the selfish part of me... yeyahh. awesome.

Monday, January 16, 2012

EXAMS!

Hi! :) i've been really busy lately. Exams are coming up so i wont be updating my pictures from my most recent trip. I hope you guys had a good holiday. You can feel free to whats app me though. Sorry kim, i'll reply your email as soon as i can. Miss you guys loads. Oh and. Hi, jen how:)

Thursday, November 24, 2011

London

OH MY GOSH! i am so sorry! this is from my trip in london but i totally forgotten to update this blog:( here is my chocolate that i think it is damn yummy but everyone some how disagree
ahaha WE JUST ARRIVED AT LONDON! YAY.

i think it is toooo sweet.

London eye!! :) we didnt take it but it was still nice to see from a far, it is huge! and pretty... at first i thought it was so ugly with the blue lights.






BIG BEN!: it was so tough to take this picture.



In front of the national gallery- center.


So london is known for their musicals:) so we went to catch les miserable.



Then the M&Ms store!! :)




a real life mummy, that makes me think of kimberly Quek when she was in kayak:) haahahah!! skinny and brown

It is ahah! a baby crocodile.

AWESOME SOFT ICE-CREAM
THE TOWER BRIDGEEEEEEee



















squirrel. STAY.